Time: 2045 hours
Mood: Depressed
Subject title to post: Sometimes, it's just hard to hide.
After days of working in my aunt’s bridal shop continuously, finally I’ve got my time off. Well, though I’ve left with only 4 days until my school reopens but at least I’d still have time for myself, I’m not a workaholic like everyone thought I was alright. About Xiao Man’s wedding plan, I’m still cracking my brain to think of something for her.
Alright, about today .. I was out practising dance with Mei Mei, Xiao Jie and Xiao Man. Well, there’s this Youth Festival Dance Competition coming up every year and we’re aiming to get into the top 3 places this year, we got into the 6th place last year. The dance competition will be in 2 weeks time and we just started practising. This time Mei Mei is the choreographer, she’s the best dancer in the clique well Xiao Man’s the most experienced dancer in the clique. Xiao Jie and I are more of the new dancers, but we aren’t that bad too okay, haha. (Self praise is international’s big disgrace? HAHA.)
While taking break after 3 hours of tidious dance practise, my 3 lovely ladies started to complain that they were hungry so we decided to stop our practise for today. Our favourite restaurant, Parfait Amour was were we headed to for dinner. Upon reaching I saw him, something that caught my attention instantly as soon as I stepped into the restaurant. It’s my eyecandy, Arron. It’s been so long since I last saw him. He looked over and welcome with us with a friendly smile but right after that he looked away and walked off. I doubt he remembers me, sigh. Does he even know that we’ve met each other on a basketball court? No matter how many reasons there were, somehow I’ve decided that I should stop loving him for he’s just a child. Hey, I’m like 17 this year, so he’d be only 15, oh man I really dread age gap. Though people say age aint the problem but it seems like I do take it to heart, besides I doubt he even have a tiny whiny little bit of feelings for me. Judging by the way he looked at me just now, it’s obvious enough to show that he doesn’t know me, at all.
Back at home after dinner, I was alone. I hated being alone when it’s at night, that’s the time when I’d start thinking of all the rubbish. Most importantly, that’s the time when I’d miss both my mom and dad the most. I remembered how much they’d love and dote on me when they were around. Unfortunately, they passed away in a car accident on my 14th birthday, later I started to live on my own. Even during family gathering I’d be alone, without my parents being with me but Xiao Yu’s mom, my aunt supported me through out. She’d be there for me, like a mother. She knew that I’d feel weird living with them thus she supported my housing expenses, to thank her I work to pay her monthly, not much but at least that would make me feel better.
Sigh, mom and dad I miss you.