Time: 2105 hours
Mood: Content
Subject title to post: Me and my shadows

Dear diary, my friend is getting married at the age of 20. How great? She've got her happiness but where's mine? Though Xiao Man is 20 years old, 3 years older than me, we were really close. She's my senior from the dance club. We became really close friends probably because of the common topics we have. She's now so called happily engaged to my cousin while I still haven't even got my first boyfriend.

Well, I've been carrying a torch for sometime till now but with a stranger 2 years younger than me. I met him while I was playing basketball with my other 2 friends Mei Mei and Xiao Jie. Xiao Jie is my classmate while Mei Mei is also a friend of my dance club. Initially, the 4 of us are in the same CCA, also we're in the same clique. Xiao Jie is also at the age of 17, Mei Mei is 19 years old. Alright, we don't really know the rules of the game but we still enjoy the game alot. I remembered clearly that the first time I saw him was then the 30th of July last year, as soon as I saw him, I gotta confess .. I've never seen such a cute guy before and that I've never been so in love with someone before. I named him eyecandy.

Eyecandy = Is someone you see that can make you really happy no matter how depressed you are.

After I met him I'd go down to the basketball court more frequent with Mei Mei and Xiao Jie. They knew that I was so crazy about him. Soon, I found out what his name was. Arron is his name, also I managed to steal his phone number from one of our ball mate but never have I tried messaging him.

It's so hillarious how silly I could be. Sometimes after work, I'd purposely go down all the way to the court to see if eyecandy was there. All I need was some motivation because work and practices have been tiring me out, yes and he is my one and only motivation.

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