Date: 19062009
Mood: Content
Subject title to post: Struggling, still trying

I haven't got enough sleep. I'm feeling so moody and restless now, oh my.

Today practise was cancelled because aunt needs my help to tend at the bridal shop, Xiao Man came all the way down to discuss about her wedding plans, obviously cousin was with her too. Wedding would be held at the Loving Bay Beach, that was the only I told her. You people should have looked at the epression she gave me. "That's what you've planned after so long?!" she answered. Haha, cousin was laughing at the corner. Earthling, guess what are my plans.

Alright, when I was closing the shop Ao Quan and his friend happens to pass by, he saw me and pull me along for supper with them despite the fact that I've declined his offer. I couldn't really see how his friend look like because he was putting on sunglasses, yes! His friend is effing weird, wearing a sunglass in the night. Alright, Ao Quan introduced him as Wang Zi, but I really wonder if that's his real name. Supper was awkward, somehow Ao Quan was the only one entertaining us. Ao Quan was being a nice guy who send me back home because he claimed that it's so late already.

If there's one thing that I could wish upon the stars for, I'd wish that I could forget you.

♥ 11:58 PM

Date: 19062009
Mood: Content
Subject title to post: I tried faking a smile, but it doesn't seem to last

Yesterday after lessons in school Mei Mei, Xiao Man and I gathered at the school's cafeteria, wanting to make our way to visit Xiao Jie in the hospital. While leaving school, we saw many girls crowding and screaming right at the front gate, being woman we got excited and went ahead to see who was there that could cause so much commotions. To our surprise it was Hei Jiao. Initially, they knew about Xiao Jie's injury and they wanted to go visit Xiao Jie with us. Haha, Mei Mei, Xiao Man and I thought that we'd get killed by their fans judging by the number of stares which we're getting.

Alright, Xiao Jie is getting better already. Doctor says that she can be discharge from the hospital in 2 days time, but the cast wouldn't be removed just yet. Well, at least she will be out from the hopspital :D Hei Jiao really brought so much entertain to Xiao Jie, she was laughing so much.

After visiting Xiao Jie we head to the dance studio which we've booked to continue our dance practise. Tired, worn out and stressed, we broke down. We heard about the strong opponents which we'll be facing, we saw the videos of their dance moves and potential, they were incredibly strong, but we'll never give up.

We practised all the way non stop until 0200am in the morning we then left the dance studio and part our ways back home. Jia you Hei Girl (name of our dance group), we gotta strive for our goals!

To you:
It's been so long since I saw you, do you know how much I've missed you so? Eventhough I've told myself that I'd forget you, I'd but you at the back of my mind but .. I .. I don't know why do I still see your face time and time again when I'd need a motivation.

Sigh, I only reached home at 0230am in the morning feeling so restless, yet I'm only having so little sleep, it's only 0941am now. I need some sleep, I really do, I don't want to think about you anymore.

♥ 9:41 AM